i am over the moon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, September 30, 2004
i saw her crying today.
and how they just shrugged it off.
and i was shocked that she was so alone when she is upset.
they dont want to share her tears, just her joys, her funs. the benefits they can get.
poor thing.
i knew im not that close to her.
but we all need someone's shoulder when we cry.
nevermind about them and their superficial remarks.
you'll have me. and ella. and many more others.
and i love mrs kuan.
realli. cos she's so nice to us thoh we slack like crazy in her class and get shit results.
i felt so grateful when she bought us twisted sultanas that tasted so good with the syrup.
she said its for children's day.
but i think its also a consolation before hand? for the horrible history results coming on monday.
and today's chem checking was so farnie.
my class got our papers, and once we know our marks, we just bundled back the papers , handed in and left the audi.
so its like. no one bothered go asking for more marks and stuff la.
then after that.
we went back to class and played cards for like 1 hour.
while the rest of the level are in the audi.
haha. then Mrs Chew was asking:" where's four fifteen? where's four fifteen?"
so many times. and there was silence with 5 rows of empty red chairs on the second floor.
hahaha. then she exclaimed:"wat?! they just handed up their papers and LEFT thru the walls?"
hahahah. im so tickled. its so funny.
ah well. *grin*
and how they just shrugged it off.
and i was shocked that she was so alone when she is upset.
they dont want to share her tears, just her joys, her funs. the benefits they can get.
poor thing.
i knew im not that close to her.
but we all need someone's shoulder when we cry.
nevermind about them and their superficial remarks.
you'll have me. and ella. and many more others.
and i love mrs kuan.
realli. cos she's so nice to us thoh we slack like crazy in her class and get shit results.
i felt so grateful when she bought us twisted sultanas that tasted so good with the syrup.
she said its for children's day.
but i think its also a consolation before hand? for the horrible history results coming on monday.
and today's chem checking was so farnie.
my class got our papers, and once we know our marks, we just bundled back the papers , handed in and left the audi.
so its like. no one bothered go asking for more marks and stuff la.
then after that.
we went back to class and played cards for like 1 hour.
while the rest of the level are in the audi.
haha. then Mrs Chew was asking:" where's four fifteen? where's four fifteen?"
so many times. and there was silence with 5 rows of empty red chairs on the second floor.
hahaha. then she exclaimed:"wat?! they just handed up their papers and LEFT thru the walls?"
hahahah. im so tickled. its so funny.
ah well. *grin*
WHOOHOOO.
praise the Lord!
for everything. for his guidance and grace and care and everything.
ahhhhh. im happy.
not HAPPY ENOUGH but happy.
L1R5: 6 points
for: EL, CL, A MATH, E MATH, LIT, CHEM
BUT.
the worrying thing is for my art.
as in.
its wad i need to have inside my L1R5 if i wanna continue Art in JC.
and results not all out yet.
my paper 1 i think can get an A1.
paper 3 got back today.
just scraped a B3
up 2 grades from a C5. so not too bad yet.
now worrying for paper 2. bleh. i NEED an A1 for that. *sigh*
the wait is killing me.
praise the Lord!
for everything. for his guidance and grace and care and everything.
ahhhhh. im happy.
not HAPPY ENOUGH but happy.
L1R5: 6 points
for: EL, CL, A MATH, E MATH, LIT, CHEM
BUT.
the worrying thing is for my art.
as in.
its wad i need to have inside my L1R5 if i wanna continue Art in JC.
and results not all out yet.
my paper 1 i think can get an A1.
paper 3 got back today.
just scraped a B3
up 2 grades from a C5. so not too bad yet.
now worrying for paper 2. bleh. i NEED an A1 for that. *sigh*
the wait is killing me.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
hmmm. tml i'll be finding out how many points i got.
i SO CANT WAIT... hurhur.
Mrs Tan cried today.
jsut broke down and cried.
i feel so guilty. how she's worried abt our art. and we are seemingly doing nothing.
im at a loss for my art.
for everything.
its like. im not sure to add the flying petals thing or not.
cos apparently not many can tell where its coming from.
sigh. im so sorry Yang its not that i dont want to but.
its easier if you were the one going HC instead of me going RJ.
wadeva. hope you have fun.
go meet new people then.
i SO CANT WAIT... hurhur.
Mrs Tan cried today.
jsut broke down and cried.
i feel so guilty. how she's worried abt our art. and we are seemingly doing nothing.
im at a loss for my art.
for everything.
its like. im not sure to add the flying petals thing or not.
cos apparently not many can tell where its coming from.
sigh. im so sorry Yang its not that i dont want to but.
its easier if you were the one going HC instead of me going RJ.
wadeva. hope you have fun.
go meet new people then.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Monday, September 27, 2004
whoa. Praise the Lord!
ahha. i got back my PRELIMS results for ss, a math and english today.
hmmm. Thank God that he has aid me thru this difficult period.
my ss was not good.
still vaguely remember how i was telling everyone that i hope id get a decent pass.
and my dad's stupid comments still stung.
hurhur. so sorrry to disappoint abt the 75-80
who cares man. im satisfied. (ok not quite but to think realistically my ss results matched the effort put in SO.)
yea ok.
ss: 30/50
which scrapes a B4. bleh. but wadeva. its a 10 marks improvement from my lousy Mid Yrs that i got 20/50.
so if the theory goes (and i study hard) i can improve another 10 marks for Os.
hurhurhur.
aniwae.
must praise God that my working hard on my a math paid off. and for His guidance cos no way id have done it on my own.
A MATH: 77
which is an A1!!! hahaha. but a barelyscrape kinda a1 too but i dun care. Nehz can get her 98/100 and we're both still getting a1. lol.
i thank God that i had done well. =)
my English got me REALLI worried.
but in the end i got an A1 too. so happae.
Glory be to the Lord. HE's my strength thruout the exam period.
and im realli hoping, if all goes well:
CHEM: A1
CHI: A1
E Math: A1 (plsplspls)
Lit: A2 and above
Art: A2 and above.
my humans are worrying me man.
and im realli sorry i said tat abt her.
i realli am. but i cant help saying how upset i would be if that happened.
i know im selfish.
should be happy for her.
hai~ dunoo.
and till now i never realised that Hindsight is always 20/20.
look back and you see the whole picture clearly like never before
ahha. i got back my PRELIMS results for ss, a math and english today.
hmmm. Thank God that he has aid me thru this difficult period.
my ss was not good.
still vaguely remember how i was telling everyone that i hope id get a decent pass.
and my dad's stupid comments still stung.
hurhur. so sorrry to disappoint abt the 75-80
who cares man. im satisfied. (ok not quite but to think realistically my ss results matched the effort put in SO.)
yea ok.
ss: 30/50
which scrapes a B4. bleh. but wadeva. its a 10 marks improvement from my lousy Mid Yrs that i got 20/50.
so if the theory goes (and i study hard) i can improve another 10 marks for Os.
hurhurhur.
aniwae.
must praise God that my working hard on my a math paid off. and for His guidance cos no way id have done it on my own.
A MATH: 77
which is an A1!!! hahaha. but a barelyscrape kinda a1 too but i dun care. Nehz can get her 98/100 and we're both still getting a1. lol.
i thank God that i had done well. =)
my English got me REALLI worried.
but in the end i got an A1 too. so happae.
Glory be to the Lord. HE's my strength thruout the exam period.
and im realli hoping, if all goes well:
CHEM: A1
CHI: A1
E Math: A1 (plsplspls)
Lit: A2 and above
Art: A2 and above.
my humans are worrying me man.
and im realli sorry i said tat abt her.
i realli am. but i cant help saying how upset i would be if that happened.
i know im selfish.
should be happy for her.
hai~ dunoo.
and till now i never realised that Hindsight is always 20/20.
look back and you see the whole picture clearly like never before
Sunday, September 26, 2004
she said smthg to me today.
that made me think realli hard.
that ive stopped looking people in the eye for a long time.
i realised that too.
and i looked deep within and found just how vastly different a person i am.
now.
and how i hold my pride up high.
and prize it greatly.
if i was hurt, i nv showed it.
itd come out as angry outbursts
i was so self conscious that people would see me weak.
vulnerable.
when ive been so use to winning.
not knowing how to pick my fights.
fight my fights.
shielding my bruises.
yet still wanting to carry my heart on my sleeve.
dare the world to hurt me ask if it din matter
always pretended when i cry in the shower
that its just the water
tryin too hard to convince myself
that i can stand alone and aloof.
how i always cover up my pain, hurt, sadness
with a plastered cheerful smile.
no one has seen past that anyway.
that made me think realli hard.
that ive stopped looking people in the eye for a long time.
i realised that too.
and i looked deep within and found just how vastly different a person i am.
now.
and how i hold my pride up high.
and prize it greatly.
if i was hurt, i nv showed it.
itd come out as angry outbursts
i was so self conscious that people would see me weak.
vulnerable.
when ive been so use to winning.
not knowing how to pick my fights.
fight my fights.
shielding my bruises.
yet still wanting to carry my heart on my sleeve.
dare the world to hurt me ask if it din matter
always pretended when i cry in the shower
that its just the water
tryin too hard to convince myself
that i can stand alone and aloof.
how i always cover up my pain, hurt, sadness
with a plastered cheerful smile.
no one has seen past that anyway.
hahaha. very fun tennis was today!
ah well. and thanks alot dezhang.
spent soooo much time helping me with the scribing errors in template.
lol.
was a bit gek at first that my dad was like staring at MY BLOG.
someone was blatantly doing editing you see
(cos unfortunately he is internet savvy enough to know wad it is)
but veyr nice of him to not say anithing.
hahaa. and veyr very good thing my mom din see.
she'd go bonkers.
hahah. ok la. thankews muchly.
lol. tennis was FUNNNN!!!!
hahaha. roomie is a REALLY quick learner.
very good for a first time serious learner!
haha.
and ed and eunice, it was great fun no?
haha. great fellowship! thank God!
andddd.
ed and eunice tried my caramel thingums too!
hahaha. oh. dezhang oso. hahaha.
stupid alvin chickened out.
and i forgot to give huey. *sorrryyyyy*
heh.
my reviews were NOT SO BAD. hhahaha. im quite satisfied, considering it came from someone who nv took home econs EVER IN HER LIFE.
hahaha. so fun. =P
ignoring the fact that i froze them cos they. um. refused to congeal.
hahaha. probably why alvin refused. lol
give me back my point of view
cos you cant dictate my life for me
it seems like so much fun
till you lost what you've won
the detachment settles in over time
like dreaded dust that one finds so tiresome to remove
till its too late to get rid of that hardened thick layer.
would you regret it?
sometimes it shocks me to take a retrospect of myself. this girl i dont know anymore?
its not a good or bad thing i guess. just appalling revelation.
and i need to feel more to take action.
the action that propels me to rivet back to who i truly want to be. myself.
cos i know if i choose to ignore what my heart says
sooner or later, it would speak softer. and lesser
and one day, it might not speak anymore.
drowned out by voices of the crowd.
and the less id feel in time.
Who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflections show
who i am inside
ah well. and thanks alot dezhang.
spent soooo much time helping me with the scribing errors in template.
lol.
was a bit gek at first that my dad was like staring at MY BLOG.
someone was blatantly doing editing you see
(cos unfortunately he is internet savvy enough to know wad it is)
but veyr nice of him to not say anithing.
hahaa. and veyr very good thing my mom din see.
she'd go bonkers.
hahah. ok la. thankews muchly.
lol. tennis was FUNNNN!!!!
hahaha. roomie is a REALLY quick learner.
very good for a first time serious learner!
haha.
and ed and eunice, it was great fun no?
haha. great fellowship! thank God!
andddd.
ed and eunice tried my caramel thingums too!
hahaha. oh. dezhang oso. hahaha.
stupid alvin chickened out.
and i forgot to give huey. *sorrryyyyy*
heh.
my reviews were NOT SO BAD. hhahaha. im quite satisfied, considering it came from someone who nv took home econs EVER IN HER LIFE.
hahaha. so fun. =P
ignoring the fact that i froze them cos they. um. refused to congeal.
hahaha. probably why alvin refused. lol
give me back my point of view
cos you cant dictate my life for me
it seems like so much fun
till you lost what you've won
the detachment settles in over time
like dreaded dust that one finds so tiresome to remove
till its too late to get rid of that hardened thick layer.
would you regret it?
sometimes it shocks me to take a retrospect of myself. this girl i dont know anymore?
its not a good or bad thing i guess. just appalling revelation.
and i need to feel more to take action.
the action that propels me to rivet back to who i truly want to be. myself.
cos i know if i choose to ignore what my heart says
sooner or later, it would speak softer. and lesser
and one day, it might not speak anymore.
drowned out by voices of the crowd.
and the less id feel in time.
Who is that girl i see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflections show
who i am inside
Saturday, September 25, 2004
hmmm. i think ive been getting along better with my parents this week.
*read: HEADLINE NEWS*
ok. sorry. i know.
but i cant help it.
say what you want: rebellious/angst/teenage PHASE (how i hate that word)
im me. i can never be someone else.
not another jolyne, another edna, another shari.
cos im me.
i dunno. i find it hard to accept sometimes. so i dun blame you if you (not a reference just to my parents) wished that i was someone else.
and ive gotta learn to take things at face value.
not care so much what this world thinks of me.
so long that i can face up to myself, what i do, and take responsibility for my actions.
a heated porcelain angel will just crack in the heat.
try for smthg more fluid.
and its true wad elle says that at the spur of the moment we can feel so reckless and cruel to just hurt.
take pleasure in hurting.
sadistic nature innate stonewalling.
you never got past it did you.
congratulations for the one week peace.
so you think you know me now?
naivety wins the game in the end.
*read: HEADLINE NEWS*
ok. sorry. i know.
but i cant help it.
say what you want: rebellious/angst/teenage PHASE (how i hate that word)
im me. i can never be someone else.
not another jolyne, another edna, another shari.
cos im me.
i dunno. i find it hard to accept sometimes. so i dun blame you if you (not a reference just to my parents) wished that i was someone else.
and ive gotta learn to take things at face value.
not care so much what this world thinks of me.
so long that i can face up to myself, what i do, and take responsibility for my actions.
a heated porcelain angel will just crack in the heat.
try for smthg more fluid.
and its true wad elle says that at the spur of the moment we can feel so reckless and cruel to just hurt.
take pleasure in hurting.
sadistic nature innate stonewalling.
you never got past it did you.
congratulations for the one week peace.
so you think you know me now?
naivety wins the game in the end.
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.
ok. im both happy, amused and upset.
UPSET:
i missed de BLUE concert.
ahhhhhh. sigh. as in, i realli realli REALLI LOFF BLUE.
and wanted to go.
but couldnt.
sigh. my mom la. -.-
so saddddddd. im devastated i tell you.
urgh.
and now. sigh. pq telling me how suave and dashing dunk and lee are and im like dying la?
sigh. hurhur.
ANIWAE.
the AMUSING:
my caramel custard din solidify!!!
ahahhahahahaha. im so tickled by it.
its supposed to come out like koniyaku jelly. BUT.
it jsut refused stubbornly to settle?
so i cant bring to church.
hahahaha. i think we added too mucch milk. den nv stir well.
ahhaha. ok. and now its like. beancurd state?
lol. sooo amused.ahhahaha. alvin, huey, renjie and edna shall have the PRIVILEGE of being poisoned by me. i mean, getting to try it. lol.
ahhaha. nvm.
THEN...
the HAPPIE:
I BOUGHT MY SLIPPERS!!!
*woohoo*
ok. its from OP, 23 bucks.
realli chic. (if renjie and others prove to have goot taste)
ahha. no la. its realli very nice?
haha.
i loff it muchly!
ok. den i bought a precious moments autograph book thingy.
so that my class and frens can write in it!
cos who knows when we'll meet again after we go our separate ways?
i dunno. so must treasure it, yea?
haha.
*i feel good.... dadada*
lol. realli felt pleased with myself for buying myself stuff. ahha. havent done dat for a loooonnng time. and aniwae. it makes up for the stoopieed 45 min wait for the bus that nv came and i had to take a cab to westmall. lol.
but its worth it? i dunno. heee.
ok. im both happy, amused and upset.
UPSET:
i missed de BLUE concert.
ahhhhhh. sigh. as in, i realli realli REALLI LOFF BLUE.
and wanted to go.
but couldnt.
sigh. my mom la. -.-
so saddddddd. im devastated i tell you.
urgh.
and now. sigh. pq telling me how suave and dashing dunk and lee are and im like dying la?
sigh. hurhur.
ANIWAE.
the AMUSING:
my caramel custard din solidify!!!
ahahhahahahaha. im so tickled by it.
its supposed to come out like koniyaku jelly. BUT.
it jsut refused stubbornly to settle?
so i cant bring to church.
hahahaha. i think we added too mucch milk. den nv stir well.
ahhaha. ok. and now its like. beancurd state?
lol. sooo amused.ahhahaha. alvin, huey, renjie and edna shall have the PRIVILEGE of being poisoned by me. i mean, getting to try it. lol.
ahhaha. nvm.
THEN...
the HAPPIE:
I BOUGHT MY SLIPPERS!!!
*woohoo*
ok. its from OP, 23 bucks.
realli chic. (if renjie and others prove to have goot taste)
ahha. no la. its realli very nice?
haha.
i loff it muchly!
ok. den i bought a precious moments autograph book thingy.
so that my class and frens can write in it!
cos who knows when we'll meet again after we go our separate ways?
i dunno. so must treasure it, yea?
haha.
*i feel good.... dadada*
lol. realli felt pleased with myself for buying myself stuff. ahha. havent done dat for a loooonnng time. and aniwae. it makes up for the stoopieed 45 min wait for the bus that nv came and i had to take a cab to westmall. lol.
but its worth it? i dunno. heee.
Friday, September 24, 2004
*oooohhhhh... wheeee*
hahaha. today was sooo fun!
lol.
i wasnt allowed out. so my frens came over!!!!
ahhaha. peipei, hoonie, shups.
lol... den we watched 2 dvds.
13 Going on 30, and Honey.
de first one is. a chic flick. quite predictable la.
but Honey rocks socks!
whhooooot~
hahaha. its abt this girl (jess alba) who gets her dream as a hip hop dancer.
moves are soooo cool man.
esp lil romeo and de cutttttteeee brother of his.
realli. he is just sooo cute. in a little innocent boy way.
hahaha. cos i think he's only abt 5 yrs old?
yea. tooootaaaallly coool.
ahaha. so farn.
aniwaes.
we made cool desserts too!
if i have enough i'll bring to church. hahaha. if. :D
soo fun! for an otherwise would have been boring day.
heeheee.
but i still want/need to shop.
want: look at de entry on wednesday.
need: brushes (mine are spliting apart)
new fbts
new clothes (realli. mine are gettin worn)
new clothes.. um. i wanna go to a pasar malam and buy.
havent been to one for ages. hahaha. and jsut buy for the fun of it. hehe.
hahaha. today was sooo fun!
lol.
i wasnt allowed out. so my frens came over!!!!
ahhaha. peipei, hoonie, shups.
lol... den we watched 2 dvds.
13 Going on 30, and Honey.
de first one is. a chic flick. quite predictable la.
but Honey rocks socks!
whhooooot~
hahaha. its abt this girl (jess alba) who gets her dream as a hip hop dancer.
moves are soooo cool man.
esp lil romeo and de cutttttteeee brother of his.
realli. he is just sooo cute. in a little innocent boy way.
hahaha. cos i think he's only abt 5 yrs old?
yea. tooootaaaallly coool.
ahaha. so farn.
aniwaes.
we made cool desserts too!
if i have enough i'll bring to church. hahaha. if. :D
soo fun! for an otherwise would have been boring day.
heeheee.
but i still want/need to shop.
want: look at de entry on wednesday.
need: brushes (mine are spliting apart)
new fbts
new clothes (realli. mine are gettin worn)
new clothes.. um. i wanna go to a pasar malam and buy.
havent been to one for ages. hahaha. and jsut buy for the fun of it. hehe.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
btw i so wan to gloat.
exams are over!
ANNNNDDDD>
i have no skool.
this entire week.
all teachers on training.
while other skools still having prelims/lessons.
sorry honeys. hahaha. it jsut feels so goot. :D
but i still wan to shop.
boring friday coming. :(
sigh.
and i saw reallli reallli nice slippers at lot 1 today! in the er.
some shop.
cant rember leh.
i think its OP. hehe. lime greeennn slippers that are sooo nice.
hahaa. and i need to get autograph book reallli soon.
a NICE ONE.
without stoopid stuff like winnie de pooh or mickey on it. :S
haha.
plus a nice wallet that wont explode like the current one when filled with stuff. oh wells.
shall look arnd. and try and go out. :)
exams are over!
ANNNNDDDD>
i have no skool.
this entire week.
all teachers on training.
while other skools still having prelims/lessons.
sorry honeys. hahaha. it jsut feels so goot. :D
but i still wan to shop.
boring friday coming. :(
sigh.
and i saw reallli reallli nice slippers at lot 1 today! in the er.
some shop.
cant rember leh.
i think its OP. hehe. lime greeennn slippers that are sooo nice.
hahaa. and i need to get autograph book reallli soon.
a NICE ONE.
without stoopid stuff like winnie de pooh or mickey on it. :S
haha.
plus a nice wallet that wont explode like the current one when filled with stuff. oh wells.
shall look arnd. and try and go out. :)
hur. my parents are CRAZY.
me: "can i go shopping tml? (ie thursday)
mom:" your exams just ended!" *precisely*
" you already went out with your frens for lazer quest today! go out so much for wad? "
me: "i have to relax wad. PRELIMS jsut over. i need to RELAX"
mom: " ya! that's why you are allowed out today! you cannot go out and play! you have your O levels!"
me: "but we should rest one week before coming back. or we'll burn out. even madam mak (the principal) says so"
mom: "no. you stay at home and do house cleaning."
:
:
:
*later* me: "plsplspls can i go play badminton with nehz, shuf and joanna?"
mom:" ask them to come here. tennis court is free. you dun have to go to CCK sports hall."
me: " they dunno how to play tennis! (not really true. just dunno it WELL)"
mom:" teach them la?! how long does it take?"
urgh.
so dun get the point. bleh.
but in the end i went out for badminton.
but i wasnt able to shop! :( so sad.
shall go shopping. one day.
shop till i drop.
ooh. and i got *ahems* bdae present. :)
in case that person reads my blog. haha.
but i still want to shop! *sad*
ive so many things to buy.
oh and joseph. teach me how to create a wishlist at de side. like where my links are. :)
then i can add on and stuff. hahaha. thankew! :P
me: "can i go shopping tml? (ie thursday)
mom:" your exams just ended!" *precisely*
" you already went out with your frens for lazer quest today! go out so much for wad? "
me: "i have to relax wad. PRELIMS jsut over. i need to RELAX"
mom: " ya! that's why you are allowed out today! you cannot go out and play! you have your O levels!"
me: "but we should rest one week before coming back. or we'll burn out. even madam mak (the principal) says so"
mom: "no. you stay at home and do house cleaning."
:
:
:
*later* me: "plsplspls can i go play badminton with nehz, shuf and joanna?"
mom:" ask them to come here. tennis court is free. you dun have to go to CCK sports hall."
me: " they dunno how to play tennis! (not really true. just dunno it WELL)"
mom:" teach them la?! how long does it take?"
urgh.
so dun get the point. bleh.
but in the end i went out for badminton.
but i wasnt able to shop! :( so sad.
shall go shopping. one day.
shop till i drop.
ooh. and i got *ahems* bdae present. :)
in case that person reads my blog. haha.
but i still want to shop! *sad*
ive so many things to buy.
oh and joseph. teach me how to create a wishlist at de side. like where my links are. :)
then i can add on and stuff. hahaha. thankew! :P
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
OH GOSH! its finally over. prelims are over *singsong*
ahhaha. thanks all for praying 4 me. thanks again and again.
ahahhaa. pple who received my msg would know how ecstatic i was.
but the paper sucked. hahahaha.
oh wells.
hahaha. played lazer quest today! thoh i was sooo lousy.
hahaha.
bleh.
aniwae.
i shall list out my wish list!
wish list 2004:
-retractable earphones
-new tank tops
-new wallet
-new pencil case
-new skool bag (for the new skool year!)
-slippers
-presents: for many pple
there's ivy, val, alice, chryz, dezhang, jacq, edna, jol, geok, renjie, junwei, xuan, yuanjin di xiong, xiao ling, shuuy and xinhui and alvin.
i dun think its counted under wish list thoh. hahaha.
so aniwae. pple who have blogs, post up ur wishlists too! den i can get stuff that YOU ACTUALLY WANT for you. ^_^
hahhaa. ok
guess thats abt it now. hahaha. shall go sports hall tml and play badminton and run and all. hahaha.
ahhaha. thanks all for praying 4 me. thanks again and again.
ahahhaa. pple who received my msg would know how ecstatic i was.
but the paper sucked. hahahaha.
oh wells.
hahaha. played lazer quest today! thoh i was sooo lousy.
hahaha.
bleh.
aniwae.
i shall list out my wish list!
wish list 2004:
-retractable earphones
-new tank tops
-new wallet
-new pencil case
-new skool bag (for the new skool year!)
-slippers
-presents: for many pple
there's ivy, val, alice, chryz, dezhang, jacq, edna, jol, geok, renjie, junwei, xuan, yuanjin di xiong, xiao ling, shuuy and xinhui and alvin.
i dun think its counted under wish list thoh. hahaha.
so aniwae. pple who have blogs, post up ur wishlists too! den i can get stuff that YOU ACTUALLY WANT for you. ^_^
hahhaa. ok
guess thats abt it now. hahaha. shall go sports hall tml and play badminton and run and all. hahaha.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
IM SO SCREWED.
for my art paper that is. cos nothing's going in and im freaking out.
bleh.
but thank god my webby's up again.
but no use cos i realise the notes i need are nto there.
bleh.
PLS PLS pray very very hard for me can?
the pple who read this.
i need to remember my stuff, which is the main prob now.
sigh.
i need my memory
23 artists' info is NO JOKE.
sigh.
kk. shall go mug.
jiayou meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
for my art paper that is. cos nothing's going in and im freaking out.
bleh.
but thank god my webby's up again.
but no use cos i realise the notes i need are nto there.
bleh.
PLS PLS pray very very hard for me can?
the pple who read this.
i need to remember my stuff, which is the main prob now.
sigh.
i need my memory
23 artists' info is NO JOKE.
sigh.
kk. shall go mug.
jiayou meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Monday, September 20, 2004
OH SHITTAE.
why of ALL times my my skool website be down now?
i cant access it and all my art notes are there..... ;_;
wahhhhh.
feel like screaming
no way i can get them soon la?
so no way i can ace my art
so how to apply for art?!?!?!?!?!!
sigh.
plsplspls someone help meeeeeee.
*sniff*
im so dead.
wondering if i dun study those topics and take a chance can or not.
but thats like. 6 artists out of...23?
no actually, 10 of them are for one part.
de other part i have... 13?
and out of 13 i am missing 6?
nooooo.
thats almost half and ill die.
shit.
cannnot.
how?
im panicking nowwwwww. urgh.
aniwae. din know auntie geok reads my blog toooo. =D
ahhaha.
left one more art subject pple!!! thankx for praying 4 meee. hehe
shall do smthg abt my art thingy. bleh.
why of ALL times my my skool website be down now?
i cant access it and all my art notes are there..... ;_;
wahhhhh.
feel like screaming
no way i can get them soon la?
so no way i can ace my art
so how to apply for art?!?!?!?!?!!
sigh.
plsplspls someone help meeeeeee.
*sniff*
im so dead.
wondering if i dun study those topics and take a chance can or not.
but thats like. 6 artists out of...23?
no actually, 10 of them are for one part.
de other part i have... 13?
and out of 13 i am missing 6?
nooooo.
thats almost half and ill die.
shit.
cannnot.
how?
im panicking nowwwwww. urgh.
aniwae. din know auntie geok reads my blog toooo. =D
ahhaha.
left one more art subject pple!!! thankx for praying 4 meee. hehe
shall do smthg abt my art thingy. bleh.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
i think sometimes that i care too much.
as in, people dun need my help. dun need me.
yet when i overhear and stuff, i tot that maybe i should help
but it turns out that im unnecessary
you fool.
Whose eyes am I behind
I dont recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I dont want this to be the way that you see me
I dont understand anything anymore
In this world that Im tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
Its anything but ordinary
And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
Cause your what I need so badly but im anything but ordinary
Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one, look what you've done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke, you're just a kid
You weren't ready for what you did, no.
how true.
Theres a girl in my mirror
I wounder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
Theres a story in her eyes
Lullabys and goodbyes
when shes lookin back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
almost feel as though im spiralling downwards into this huge vortex in which there's no end and no one can help while i go down.
pretty scary.
as in, people dun need my help. dun need me.
yet when i overhear and stuff, i tot that maybe i should help
but it turns out that im unnecessary
you fool.
Whose eyes am I behind
I dont recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design
I dont want this to be the way that you see me
I dont understand anything anymore
In this world that Im tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
Its anything but ordinary
And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
Cause your what I need so badly but im anything but ordinary
Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one, look what you've done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke, you're just a kid
You weren't ready for what you did, no.
how true.
Theres a girl in my mirror
I wounder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
Theres a story in her eyes
Lullabys and goodbyes
when shes lookin back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
almost feel as though im spiralling downwards into this huge vortex in which there's no end and no one can help while i go down.
pretty scary.
i cant find my skool webbyyyyyy. :(
which means i cant access any modules or anything.
boohoo.
whie? i dunno.
system's got some problems.
and aniwae.
not going down to church today till like 8+
cos of grandma's burfdae
ok. i dun want to complain but.
why cant it be on another day?
den i must leave halfway
which means i cant access any modules or anything.
boohoo.
whie? i dunno.
system's got some problems.
and aniwae.
not going down to church today till like 8+
cos of grandma's burfdae
ok. i dun want to complain but.
why cant it be on another day?
den i must leave halfway
Friday, September 17, 2004
yay! haha. i feel liberated.
sort of.
cos the toughest week is now over.
next week im left with 3 papers not so bad.
:D
ah well.
ok. monday was a math. not too bad.
tuesday the chinese was TERRIBLE.
to say the least.
the paper was so hard everyone got a shock la! sigh.
and... wednesday. uh. emath and lit. both are.... soso.
as in, not very hard, its ok, but i din do particularly well.
thursday was CHEMISTRY! (note: tone is different)
ahhaha.
chem was goooood.
as in. its the first paper im confident of aceing?
ya. thats if i hadnt made any blunders that im unaware of. *keeps fingers crossed*
ok.
today was the KILLER ONE.
bio with lit
geok knows hahaha. was complaining to her yesterday.
ok. bio was terrible.
not as terrible as chi (or isit the other way arnd?)
but well.
still bad.
bleh.
but lit was... quite good
better than first paper.
hahaha. im quite relieved now so .....lalala~
HC: 6-10
NJ: 6-11
RJ:6-9
VJ:6-10
AC:6-13
SA: not too sure...
well. see if i can make it anywhere of these.
no offence to SA-ers, but i dun realli wanna go there leh...
tong's from there... so that sorta makes a difference.
things change.
as in. im probably not who the same girl you had in mind, you know?
and im afraid that youve changed.
maybe thats why part of me felt so sad when we left.
cos there's never gonna be another time like it
cos its never gonna be the same
and i dont know if im gonna like the you i see
when i see you again
and if you'd change your perceptions about me
i told mich i'd probably never ever see you again
and im sad that that's almost true
cos its not what i want but i know its just gonna happen this way
sort of.
cos the toughest week is now over.
next week im left with 3 papers not so bad.
:D
ah well.
ok. monday was a math. not too bad.
tuesday the chinese was TERRIBLE.
to say the least.
the paper was so hard everyone got a shock la! sigh.
and... wednesday. uh. emath and lit. both are.... soso.
as in, not very hard, its ok, but i din do particularly well.
thursday was CHEMISTRY! (note: tone is different)
ahhaha.
chem was goooood.
as in. its the first paper im confident of aceing?
ya. thats if i hadnt made any blunders that im unaware of. *keeps fingers crossed*
ok.
today was the KILLER ONE.
bio with lit
geok knows hahaha. was complaining to her yesterday.
ok. bio was terrible.
not as terrible as chi (or isit the other way arnd?)
but well.
still bad.
bleh.
but lit was... quite good
better than first paper.
hahaha. im quite relieved now so .....lalala~
HC: 6-10
NJ: 6-11
RJ:6-9
VJ:6-10
AC:6-13
SA: not too sure...
well. see if i can make it anywhere of these.
no offence to SA-ers, but i dun realli wanna go there leh...
tong's from there... so that sorta makes a difference.
things change.
as in. im probably not who the same girl you had in mind, you know?
and im afraid that youve changed.
maybe thats why part of me felt so sad when we left.
cos there's never gonna be another time like it
cos its never gonna be the same
and i dont know if im gonna like the you i see
when i see you again
and if you'd change your perceptions about me
i told mich i'd probably never ever see you again
and im sad that that's almost true
cos its not what i want but i know its just gonna happen this way
Saturday, September 11, 2004
hah. eunice's post for today.
i want to do the same.
but well.
shall not.
shall try not to.
such a temptation in this situation now.
her last line. oh yea. more than once.
i want to do the same.
but well.
shall not.
shall try not to.
such a temptation in this situation now.
her last line. oh yea. more than once.
so you think you can know me better like that?
take it apart piece by piece and analyse it?
im a specimen of some sort?
so sorry to disappoint you.
so what if im dysfunctional?
youre gonna all like stay away from me?
wth i dont care.
i guess wad i like so much about Geppers is that we all share smthg in common?
like, i dunno. i can talk to xinhui or hoonie
and they'll know EXACTLY what i mean (i hope).
they... understand.
unlike most people.
are we all...dysfunctional? i dunno.
are we problematic?
but somehow we understand each other.
been there thru that and such.
no one else knows i think.
thats why i'll miss them doubly much when we leave.
and i don't want the world to see me
cos i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
im starting to like goo goo dolls and green day and such alot.
take it apart piece by piece and analyse it?
im a specimen of some sort?
so sorry to disappoint you.
so what if im dysfunctional?
youre gonna all like stay away from me?
wth i dont care.
i guess wad i like so much about Geppers is that we all share smthg in common?
like, i dunno. i can talk to xinhui or hoonie
and they'll know EXACTLY what i mean (i hope).
they... understand.
unlike most people.
are we all...dysfunctional? i dunno.
are we problematic?
but somehow we understand each other.
been there thru that and such.
no one else knows i think.
thats why i'll miss them doubly much when we leave.
and i don't want the world to see me
cos i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
im starting to like goo goo dolls and green day and such alot.
im so damn pissed off i have no idea what to say.
cant you just freaking SHUT UP for once?
WOULD IT KILL YOU TO KEEP THAT DAMN MOUTH SHUT?
i hate you.
i hate you so much so bad.
must you comment? its not NECCESSARY
shut up. i hate you.
and im just sitting here crying and crying and i dont care.
i dont give a damn anymore who the hell reads my blog.
its MINE.
i say what i want and i dont have to compromise any part of me just cos im afraid someone might not be happy with what i write.
i dont give a damn. screw you.
who the hell cares anyway.
if im bloody pissed off, i say it.
and no matter how many sorrys you say, its never gonna be enough.
damage is done.
so piss your ass off and mind your own frigging business.
stop acting like you know EVERYTHING.
cos you DONT.
and dont come and bullshit in front of others.
and still think you can get away with it.
let me tell you this.
im BLOODY EMBARRASSED to say that i know you.
ok?
screw off.
cant you just freaking SHUT UP for once?
WOULD IT KILL YOU TO KEEP THAT DAMN MOUTH SHUT?
i hate you.
i hate you so much so bad.
must you comment? its not NECCESSARY
shut up. i hate you.
and im just sitting here crying and crying and i dont care.
i dont give a damn anymore who the hell reads my blog.
its MINE.
i say what i want and i dont have to compromise any part of me just cos im afraid someone might not be happy with what i write.
i dont give a damn. screw you.
who the hell cares anyway.
if im bloody pissed off, i say it.
and no matter how many sorrys you say, its never gonna be enough.
damage is done.
so piss your ass off and mind your own frigging business.
stop acting like you know EVERYTHING.
cos you DONT.
and dont come and bullshit in front of others.
and still think you can get away with it.
let me tell you this.
im BLOODY EMBARRASSED to say that i know you.
ok?
screw off.
Thursday, September 09, 2004
YAY! shaoning is very happie.
cos alvin helped shaoning got her Big Ballads Cd!!! yay.
hahaha.
cracking my head over many things today.
studied... chi a bit, chem 1 paper.
bleh. should try and do bio today.
and... try and finish making my notes for bio and chem. but probly cannot.
not enuf time.
tml who's coming? alvin, edna, eunice, jolyne. and my dahling roomie.
hahaha. so fun.
but hope we actually do study. and not just keep playing.
hmmm. ive learnt to play Broken by seether on my guitar. yay! and its not like just chords.
its actually individual notes.
hehehehe. (see how much time i put into it.. .bleh)
ok. shall TRY and be more productive.
i wanna do well for prelims (duh liek who doesnt)
yup.
if. IF i realli can. i'll go RJ. maybe. but yang dun keep ur hopes too high.
heh.
if not. uh. HC? (plsplspls let me make it somewhere)
i dun think i'll wan AJC, MJC,CJC, VJc,ACJC,PJC,JJC
a bit way out.
i mean. RJ is too la. but.
so... must work hard.
cos alvin helped shaoning got her Big Ballads Cd!!! yay.
hahaha.
cracking my head over many things today.
studied... chi a bit, chem 1 paper.
bleh. should try and do bio today.
and... try and finish making my notes for bio and chem. but probly cannot.
not enuf time.
tml who's coming? alvin, edna, eunice, jolyne. and my dahling roomie.
hahaha. so fun.
but hope we actually do study. and not just keep playing.
hmmm. ive learnt to play Broken by seether on my guitar. yay! and its not like just chords.
its actually individual notes.
hehehehe. (see how much time i put into it.. .bleh)
ok. shall TRY and be more productive.
i wanna do well for prelims (duh liek who doesnt)
yup.
if. IF i realli can. i'll go RJ. maybe. but yang dun keep ur hopes too high.
heh.
if not. uh. HC? (plsplspls let me make it somewhere)
i dun think i'll wan AJC, MJC,CJC, VJc,ACJC,PJC,JJC
a bit way out.
i mean. RJ is too la. but.
so... must work hard.
YAY! shaoning is very happie.
cos alvin helped shaoning got her Big Ballads Cd!!! yay.
hahaha.
cracking my head over many things today.
studied... chi a bit, chem 1 paper.
bleh. should try and do bio today.
and... try and finish making my notes for bio and chem. but probly cannot.
not enuf time.
tml who's coming? alvin, edna, eunice, jolyne. and my dahling roomie.
hahaha. so fun.
but hope we actually do study. and not just keep playing.
hmmm. ive learnt to play Broken by seether on my guitar. yay! and its not like just chords.
its actually individual notes.
hehehehe. (see how much time i put into it.. .bleh)
ok. shall TRY and be more productive.
i wanna do well for prelims (duh liek who doesnt)
yup.
if. IF i realli can. i'll go RJ. maybe. but yang dun keep ur hopes too high.
heh.
if not. uh. HC? (plsplspls let me make it somewhere)
i dun think i'll wan AJC, MJC,CJC, VJc,ACJC,PJC,JJC
a bit way out.
i mean. RJ is too la. but.
so... must work hard.
cos alvin helped shaoning got her Big Ballads Cd!!! yay.
hahaha.
cracking my head over many things today.
studied... chi a bit, chem 1 paper.
bleh. should try and do bio today.
and... try and finish making my notes for bio and chem. but probly cannot.
not enuf time.
tml who's coming? alvin, edna, eunice, jolyne. and my dahling roomie.
hahaha. so fun.
but hope we actually do study. and not just keep playing.
hmmm. ive learnt to play Broken by seether on my guitar. yay! and its not like just chords.
its actually individual notes.
hehehehe. (see how much time i put into it.. .bleh)
ok. shall TRY and be more productive.
i wanna do well for prelims (duh liek who doesnt)
yup.
if. IF i realli can. i'll go RJ. maybe. but yang dun keep ur hopes too high.
heh.
if not. uh. HC? (plsplspls let me make it somewhere)
i dun think i'll wan AJC, MJC,CJC, VJc,ACJC,PJC,JJC
a bit way out.
i mean. RJ is too la. but.
so... must work hard.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
i must be more patient with others, and try not to get irritated.
i must learn to listen more, instead of always doing the talking.
i must learn to consider the consequences of my actions, instead of going by impulse.
i must learn to prioritise between things that matter, and those that don't.
i must learn to be more grateful for what i have, and not complain so much.
i must learn to put others before self; i dont always have to have things go my way.
i must learn to care more, and be more sensitive, and not be so indifferent
i must learn that there are many things i can get without money; i dont have to be so materialistic.
i must learn to grow up...though i dont want to.
i must learn to listen more, instead of always doing the talking.
i must learn to consider the consequences of my actions, instead of going by impulse.
i must learn to prioritise between things that matter, and those that don't.
i must learn to be more grateful for what i have, and not complain so much.
i must learn to put others before self; i dont always have to have things go my way.
i must learn to care more, and be more sensitive, and not be so indifferent
i must learn that there are many things i can get without money; i dont have to be so materialistic.
i must learn to grow up...though i dont want to.
sigh. im so slack nowadays.
not even studying much.
i did chinese 4b today. THATS ALL.
tooooo little. way tooo little.
i must study for lit tonight.
and highlight all de stuff i need to make notes for in my chem and bio textbk.
so bloody screwed up la.
sigh.
and... im not sure i can go out tml.
sigh. scarli my mom tell me tml i cannot go out. hmph.
and i couldnt find my cd. quite kek today.
went CD rama at westmall, they tell me its sold out.
sigh. so must take time out to go get it.
or maybe ask pple help me buy *grin*
i think i shall. haha.
and it hurts so bad.
to sacrifice your own happiness for his happiness ya?
i know.
i know that its tearing up your heart to try and get him and her together.
but you'd do it aniwae.
cos you liked him so much you place his happiness above yours.
its true that this is the way you can try and let go.
but its gonna take so much out of you.
burn you up.
but youve been telling me how you see him watch her.
see him take every opportunity to get next to her.
and tease her and stuff, and smile when she laughs.
and you smile too, a sad smile, to know that he's happy with a girl thats not you.
and you know how much he wants that girl to like him.
i know it takes courage.
but you'll always have me to comfort you k.
dont cry, you're a brave girl and i know its not easy.
not even studying much.
i did chinese 4b today. THATS ALL.
tooooo little. way tooo little.
i must study for lit tonight.
and highlight all de stuff i need to make notes for in my chem and bio textbk.
so bloody screwed up la.
sigh.
and... im not sure i can go out tml.
sigh. scarli my mom tell me tml i cannot go out. hmph.
and i couldnt find my cd. quite kek today.
went CD rama at westmall, they tell me its sold out.
sigh. so must take time out to go get it.
or maybe ask pple help me buy *grin*
i think i shall. haha.
and it hurts so bad.
to sacrifice your own happiness for his happiness ya?
i know.
i know that its tearing up your heart to try and get him and her together.
but you'd do it aniwae.
cos you liked him so much you place his happiness above yours.
its true that this is the way you can try and let go.
but its gonna take so much out of you.
burn you up.
but youve been telling me how you see him watch her.
see him take every opportunity to get next to her.
and tease her and stuff, and smile when she laughs.
and you smile too, a sad smile, to know that he's happy with a girl thats not you.
and you know how much he wants that girl to like him.
i know it takes courage.
but you'll always have me to comfort you k.
dont cry, you're a brave girl and i know its not easy.
Monday, September 06, 2004
i donch know why de damn bug keeps coming back.
anyone with ideas how to block it off?
or else i need to keep removing damn mah fan.
hmph.
and i resolve to study harder.
feel inspired by yinkums.
she did 4 full papers of different subjects in a day!
i should learn to do that too.
instead of coming here slacking my time off.
prelims prelims. it sucks so bad.
im like slogging my head off for it la.
sucks.
ah well. nothing to be done.
kk, shal go study. tata~
oh btw im happier cos i dl the Broken tab. ;)
anyone with ideas how to block it off?
or else i need to keep removing damn mah fan.
hmph.
and i resolve to study harder.
feel inspired by yinkums.
she did 4 full papers of different subjects in a day!
i should learn to do that too.
instead of coming here slacking my time off.
prelims prelims. it sucks so bad.
im like slogging my head off for it la.
sucks.
ah well. nothing to be done.
kk, shal go study. tata~
oh btw im happier cos i dl the Broken tab. ;)
Saturday, September 04, 2004
YESH! finally. got rid of de stoopiiiid bug that prevents me from blogging.
all thanks to liang fa! XD
ahha.
art was horrible. terrible. traumatising.
bleh.
its so bad lor, staying up all night, and barely even finishing.
and its not even good.
i got 84% for the last time trial.
hope to get above 75% this time round. must pray real hard.
i dont deny it.cos there's nothign to deny.
i was pissed. very very pissed off. sorry eunice.
but it bloody meant alot to me?
and i SPELT IT OUT EXPLICITLY that is my wish.
it was targeted at alvin (like i said, sorry) and everyone else a warning also but still...
i dunno. perhaps i'll shut it down.
or change address.
i know you din mean it, but i cant aviod being pissed off.
btw im trying to get de song To Be With You- Mr. Big
heh. shall get it during hols cos de disc complation is out.
all thanks to liang fa! XD
ahha.
art was horrible. terrible. traumatising.
bleh.
its so bad lor, staying up all night, and barely even finishing.
and its not even good.
i got 84% for the last time trial.
hope to get above 75% this time round. must pray real hard.
i dont deny it.cos there's nothign to deny.
i was pissed. very very pissed off. sorry eunice.
but it bloody meant alot to me?
and i SPELT IT OUT EXPLICITLY that is my wish.
it was targeted at alvin (like i said, sorry) and everyone else a warning also but still...
i dunno. perhaps i'll shut it down.
or change address.
i know you din mean it, but i cant aviod being pissed off.
btw im trying to get de song To Be With You- Mr. Big
heh. shall get it during hols cos de disc complation is out.
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
hmmmm. my blog is acting weirdly recently.
tried to blog last nite, but it wont let me have my cursor!
how to click on de blog section w/o my cursor?!
bleh.
ahhaha. wells. yesterday, i (together with 9 other wise classmates) um, OVERSLEPT and din go to skool. hahahah.
ok la, we ponned. but realli, whats worth going back for? mrs yong's not arnd, onli have choo and chen lao shi and miss lee i wanna see. ahha. so im lazy so nvm.
den... went to JRL at 10 (had brekkie with shuuy and chryz at 9.30. delifrance has nice turkey ham and cheese croissant!)
AND. how was i supposed to know JRL opens at 12?! i havent been there for 8 frigging years... and no one told me. =(
so we were happily walking to it
me: "eh, how come so quiet ah? good hor, very few pple"
chryz: "aiya, others still in skool mah"
shuuy: "oy, look there" *points at small sign* "it opens at 12"
then we started screaming.
hahahhaa.
but aniwae. went chryz' condo for 2 hours. they played peeeeng poooong. and i studied. :D but after a while i went to play oso la. hahaha.
ok. then... we went back to JRL at 12. bleh. every table was taken EXCEPT ONE. Whoa. talk about being in time.
so we dumped our stuff on de table. then went galilee cafe for 1 hour to eat. hahaha cos we couldnt make up our minds, den ordered one after another. so took very long.
(yes i know its damn slack la)
then we got down to real studying. REAL STUDYING.
and then... de librarian came over. coughed so contrively and told us its not for studying, and we can only use de tables if we wanna reference stuff. so everybody down de stretch of tables got up, grabbed some stupid book as a decoy, and continued to do work.
haha. den when she walked arnd again abt 3 hours later, there was a unanimous ruffle as everyone took out their decoys. hahahahhaa.
aniwaez. thanks loads to Hanyang. now i know how to do relative velocity!!! yay!!! ahhaha. esp. his patience since i know nothing... =S hahaha. and he was like "go RJ! go RJ!" ahha.
as if. when his L1R5 is 12 and mine is... uh. 16. bleh. cannort make it la.=S
oh well. i stupidly left my english file in school to realise i have an english paper tml and no notes.=S so i have no idea how to write a) an expo b)a reflective c)a recount d) a descriptive.
talk about screwed.
and i must work harder. yesterday was totally slack la. did 7 qnz on relative veloc in 3 hours (so fast eh) and 3 essay qns on ss. bleh. noooo. must work harder. today must finish 6 boards of my art, essays on industrialisation and switzerland and aging population. i did one math paper in de mornign so i feel quite good. hehehe. shoudl not get complacent or i'd backslide.
tried to blog last nite, but it wont let me have my cursor!
how to click on de blog section w/o my cursor?!
bleh.
ahhaha. wells. yesterday, i (together with 9 other wise classmates) um, OVERSLEPT and din go to skool. hahahah.
ok la, we ponned. but realli, whats worth going back for? mrs yong's not arnd, onli have choo and chen lao shi and miss lee i wanna see. ahha. so im lazy so nvm.
den... went to JRL at 10 (had brekkie with shuuy and chryz at 9.30. delifrance has nice turkey ham and cheese croissant!)
AND. how was i supposed to know JRL opens at 12?! i havent been there for 8 frigging years... and no one told me. =(
so we were happily walking to it
me: "eh, how come so quiet ah? good hor, very few pple"
chryz: "aiya, others still in skool mah"
shuuy: "oy, look there" *points at small sign* "it opens at 12"
then we started screaming.
hahahhaa.
but aniwae. went chryz' condo for 2 hours. they played peeeeng poooong. and i studied. :D but after a while i went to play oso la. hahaha.
ok. then... we went back to JRL at 12. bleh. every table was taken EXCEPT ONE. Whoa. talk about being in time.
so we dumped our stuff on de table. then went galilee cafe for 1 hour to eat. hahaha cos we couldnt make up our minds, den ordered one after another. so took very long.
(yes i know its damn slack la)
then we got down to real studying. REAL STUDYING.
and then... de librarian came over. coughed so contrively and told us its not for studying, and we can only use de tables if we wanna reference stuff. so everybody down de stretch of tables got up, grabbed some stupid book as a decoy, and continued to do work.
haha. den when she walked arnd again abt 3 hours later, there was a unanimous ruffle as everyone took out their decoys. hahahahhaa.
aniwaez. thanks loads to Hanyang. now i know how to do relative velocity!!! yay!!! ahhaha. esp. his patience since i know nothing... =S hahaha. and he was like "go RJ! go RJ!" ahha.
as if. when his L1R5 is 12 and mine is... uh. 16. bleh. cannort make it la.=S
oh well. i stupidly left my english file in school to realise i have an english paper tml and no notes.=S so i have no idea how to write a) an expo b)a reflective c)a recount d) a descriptive.
talk about screwed.
and i must work harder. yesterday was totally slack la. did 7 qnz on relative veloc in 3 hours (so fast eh) and 3 essay qns on ss. bleh. noooo. must work harder. today must finish 6 boards of my art, essays on industrialisation and switzerland and aging population. i did one math paper in de mornign so i feel quite good. hehehe. shoudl not get complacent or i'd backslide.
